hiya all..
Sorry its been a while..
Stil havent felt like blogging..

Busy packin up, and cleanin stuff.. Cant wait to go away on the 27th for 2 weeks!
So this is probably my last post til i get back..

Havent got anything to blog about, i've become a boring person haha!!

I've decided that i dont want to blog about my rape, even though i've been thinking about it alot recently, and been taking alot of trips down memory lanes..

My bro injuried himself today at work, stuck a drill in his chest/throat.. jeez, what an idiot..
An inch either way, woulda hit his lung/windpipe, or an artery.. He's very lucky! Has 5 stitches to show for it, and there'll be a scar for life...

Umm, finished all my xmas shopping-thank god for that lol!
Only thing left is... packing my clothes, and do my xmas email..
Tmail me if you want to be emailed to :o)

Til next year huns! MWAHHIES

Sorry for not being in here lately, posting or commenting..
Havent really felt like it...

Got dumped by CB via a sms.. telling me he has a gf, but he still likes me. Whatever! I havent been letting myself think about him...
BS-he still rings, for a fuck. I've been sayin no.. Havent even been tempted to say yes, maybe cuz of his attitude/behaviour the other night...

1 of the other reasons why i havent really felt like blogging, is cuz i feel like i dont have anything to say, and it was the anniversary of my rape the other day. Its now 6 years since it happened...
I havent talked to anyone about it, i dont know how i feel about it. Although i've been plagued with memories...

Thats all for now, maybe i'll be able to talk about it in the next post..
Til then, have a great time at all the pre-christmas parties. Drink and be merry... BUT dont drink and drive! (that goes for you too Angela!!)

OKay, now i'm back, with a new computer, and broadband! YAY!
So, there's nothing stopping me from posting updates for the next couple weeks... (Since i'm gonna be away during Xmas and the New years.. in the country, without computer access :D)

I'm fighting with BS at the moment, well.. technically we're playing 'no speakies' cuz i refused to go home with him the other night when we were at the pub. It felt weird, cuz CB was there, we didnt really talk though. Cuz i was doing the rounds.
BS and i agreed from the start that we'd keep this thing discreet, not wanting other ppl to know right.. But at the pub, he was making it obvious that we had a thing going on. I was totally uncomfortable with that, and was telling him to back off.
Another annoying thing about him is: he keeps sending me dumb text messages when i'm like a metre away from him...GRR!
He stole my drinks, taunted me, had my friends ask me what was going on btwn us.
Not happy!

On the other hand, CB... I dont know whats happening with us, or what will happen.. I'm seeing him tomorrow.. I'm... nervous about what he will say/has got to say.. (its gonna be our proper catch up since our 'fight' a few weeks ago)...

I enrolled at TAFE the other day, and even got my timetables etc.. Way cool! LOL.. Starting on 30th Jan, the first semester i'll be attending classes 4 days a week, and in semester 2 it'll be 5 days for 5 weeks, then after that 4 days, only downside is i've got 1 night class :( Cuz i didnt like the other electives they had offered for during the day...

I think this is enough for now.. Dont really have much to say...
And i'm sure u guys are sick of hearing me go on about BS and CB...
LOL...